I'm not a journalist

....I'm a 'content executive'. Bollocks. (sorry)

Why is it that just when I feel that I've made the right decision, shit happens?
Really don't know whats going on. There are too many grey areas these days. Not even sure if I'm on the right path. Maybe I should be sucking up to the right people and getting things my way. But somehow deep down inside I feel that hard work and skills shine no matter what. Labels don't matter...do they? Cunning people don't matter...do they? What the hell matters then? Should just do what I feel is right.

By the way, have always read about it but only recently noticed that women say and write "feel" while men substitute that with "think." I like.

It's N's birthday. Don't think I'll see her. I want to. But life changes man. ....circumstances are too different now. A year back things were different..or were they?

Am just feeling a bit rotten today (a bit rotten...impressive). But like that guy said in my best friend's wedding....this too, shall pass.

I miss HT :'(